i found an internet cafe so if youre ever up at like 5 in the morning lleave me a message cause itll be the middle of the afternoon over here

Im going to London tonight

soo ill ttyl

going to england for three weeks then paris for 8 days

see you

i want a really big house, where all my friends and everyone i know could come over.

i want to be rich enough to pay off all of my family's debt.

I want to be blessed so i can bless others.

I dont want anybody to think that im better than them.

I dont want anybody to think that i think im better than anybody

I want a good family.

I dont want anyone to have the same problems my family had.

I want to show my friends how awesome God is.

I wish i could go back and change the timeswhen o made mistakes.

I wish I could talk to the girl ive wanted to talk to for a while.

I wish i could feel like i was good enough.

Im not the best.

Im not the worst.

I want love.

I want passion.

I want to be what God's called me to be.

 I am what i made myself.

I want to be what God wants to make me.

so at camp i was talking to some people and they were like

"Kwynsi can pick up chicks."

and i was like

"It's not that hard, all you have to do is just go up and say hi to a girl that you thinks cute. Watch"

so i turned around and this cute girl walked by and so i said "hi, my names kwynsi"

and she didnt say anything

It made me feel stupid.

so lattur on that night i saw her again and went up to her and was like "hey, sorry to bother you again, but you never told me your name."

So we got to talkin and it was pretty cool.

So i guess im not that scared to talk to girls anymore.

Idk